I never said i was an Angel.
I never said I wouldnt break down.
But Life keeps on Moving.
By now you should know,
Im only Human.
Life takes us on a adventure
In what feels like a never ending story;
But, it does end.
Just be sure when it does.
You were the one with the pen
Writing it all.
Even if the pen runs out of ink
Or you messed up and have to scribble it out.
Get a new pen
Or white it out.
You cant erase mistakes you made completely.
But you can learn to Forgive yourself
When I say Start over.
I dont mean act like your making a new clean break
Then do the same shit.
Why make a mistake you already regretted?
Know how stupid it sounds just to say that
Your the only one making your life hell.
Why not make it heaven.
Not just to believe in change.
But to be the change.
Is something truly beautiful.
&only can be achieved
When your happy.
We’re Only Human.
"When you get what you want, it always comes at a price.
Twisted and limited.
But without ‘magic’, without selfish want.
You get what you need.
& whats ment to be.
True and limitless.”
I admit I learned the hard way.
Not the spoiled princess kind
Of always getting what I wanted.
But When I did Truly want something it happnd.
No matter what it was;
But it always came with a limit, a price.
Time was always limiting.
Because I rushed, I couldnt and sometimes still cant see past things
I never did wrong.
But it was never what I needed.
I believe everything happens for a reason.
& if somethings ment to be, it will
What hurts the most is the wait, or the knowledge that it will not happn
But always have faith .
That you will find something better
Or it will find you.
And Just Like That My Day Turned Into Shit.
Again Because What You Are To Me
Is Not What I Am To You.
I Never Was.
And Never Will Be.
Never Did The Same For Me
Nothing You Did Was Ever For Me
But I Gave It All For You
Because I Thought
You Were My Best Friend..
I Was WRong.
There’s a tremendous difference between alone and lonely. You could be lonely in a group of people. I like being alone. I like eating by myself. I go home at night and just watch a movie or hang out with my dog. I have to exert myself and really say, oh God, I’ve got to see my friends ‘cause I’m too content being by myself.
It’s an interesting combination; having a great fear of being alone, and having a desperate need for solitude and the solitary experience. Always been a tug of war.