And Just Like That My Day Turned Into Shit.
Again Because What You Are To Me
Is Not What I Am To You.
I Never Was.
And Never Will Be.
Never Did The Same For Me
Nothing You Did Was Ever For Me
But I Gave It All For You
Because I Thought
You Were My Best Friend..
I Was WRong.
There’s a tremendous difference between alone and lonely. You could be lonely in a group of people. I like being alone. I like eating by myself. I go home at night and just watch a movie or hang out with my dog. I have to exert myself and really say, oh God, I’ve got to see my friends ‘cause I’m too content being by myself.
It’s an interesting combination; having a great fear of being alone, and having a desperate need for solitude and the solitary experience. Always been a tug of war.